because you smile through your eyes, and i speak through my heart. if we have it, we would have seen and heard each other.
but we don’t.
this proves to be much difficult. even for me.
…so there should be no reason for me to cut my hair short.
as the bombshell has now been dropped, all i need is extra works, motivation, and lots and lots of chocolates.
because life has to go on, and time is a magic healer.
to you who called, i am ok. i know you know ill be ok.
to you, to whom this post may not be able to reach, i guess that this is it.
….kerana jika buat begitu hari hari, maka hari hari lah saya akan jatuh dari kerusi macam tadi. tssskkk…
your smiling face really lightened up my mood. even if it wasn’t meant for me. 
dan cita cita smalam tu hanya tinggal harapan, sbab pagi2 lagi dah stalk page anda wth ok dah.
Ye betul. Rasanye baru lagi hari tu berazam dengan semangat waja untuk tidak mahu buka page anda lagi. Untuk buang page anda dari muka depan dan fokus pada page saya sahaja. Memang hampagas.
Hari ni je, janji. Sebab status yang anda jerit di page anda itu merunsingkan saya. Tapi esok pasti saya akan lupa. Pasti.
Harapnye lah.
Okeh sekian mari kita balik. Main seminton dengan opismet juga adalah perkara menggembirakan, jika tidak sampai mengeluarkan peluh woohooo.
it’s ok. this is a transition that i have to go through just for the umphteenth time. but now, it cannot hurt me as much anymore. happy sedihsket happy happy..
selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin… happy happy happy…
i have officially graduated. happy happy happy syahdusket happy happy happy
mereka yang berdua tu macam janji je tengok kamera, ye tak? :)
Pernahkah kau bicara tapi tak didengar
Tak dianggap sama sekali
Pernahkah kau tak salah tapi disalahkan
Tak diberi kesempatan
Kuhidup dengan siapa
Ku tak tahu kau siapa
Kau kekasih ku tapi orang lain bagiku
Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskanlah teruskanlah kau begitu
Kau tak butuh diriku aku patung bagimu
Cinta bukan kebutuhanmu
Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskanlah teruskanlah
Kau kau begitu
Teruskanlah
First of aaaaaaaaaaalll, this is not a sentimental note. The first time I listened to this song, I only heard the later part of it, and didn’t know the singer/title of the song. So this morning was the first time I listen to it fully and I went ‘wehhhh sedappp gilerrrr laguuu niii?!’. I think by now the song must have been quite famous on the radio already, but biasala saye yang tiada telefon canggih berradio, mp3 player apatah lagi ipod ni, bila mana2 kebetulan dengar ye dengar.
Anywaaay, I think the first verse caught me almost instantly. I love the song as a whole, but because this song is actually meant for a lover, rasa macam tak connected sangat lah.
But the first verse? Like woah. Menuju tepat ke satu sudut hati.
Anyway, I suspect that effortless/lazy-like singing style is the new in thing. I was first annoyed by Rihanna’s singing in Unfaithful, because I think she sounds really malas in the song. (But I got hooked up anyway). Now Agnes did the same for this song. Maybe I am wrong, maybe she meant it to sound like she is in pain or something, hence the expression.
In any case, it works 
p.s. few things have happened this month. I got so little time to tell, and not sure if it is appropriate for me to share anyway. One thing I know, I feel that the fasting month this year is so very short. Pejam celik dah nak abes puasa. I feel sad that it is going to end soon, because I don’t know whether I can still be this strong in the upcoming months. But newfound strength and realization has to start somewhere innit? Can’t thank God enough for that.
p.p.s. Im sorry you don’t find yours.
I was asking for my master’s approval for my application for after-raya leave, in which I wrote “your approval is highly sought.”
To which he replied:
“Why is it highly sought as opposed to lowly or any other means?”
I think I have to start menjampi now.
A lot of work pending, siblings who are threatening to leave me in KL as they will start their holiday one day earlier than me, and this.
Ya Allah, kuatkan la semangat hambamu yang seorang ini…
Bolot-bolot masuk mulut,
Skarang sudah sakit perut.
Sekian, terima kasih.
For the first time after almost two months I have been here, I saw she laughed. And.she.is.so.freaking.cantik. For a second, I couldn’t believe that she was laughing. For the next two seconds, I was mesmerized.
Hence this entry.
Miss, I know that you know you are beautiful, but I don’t think you know that you are super beautiful when you loosen up just like you did just now. Or else you would have at least not frowned that much.
Looking forward to meeting my niece tomorrow!
*iklan*
Been busy?
That’s a plus point for you. For now, at least.
It’s just that, “Ooo…. Ok…. Good..” is not exactly a repliable message, no?
*habis iklan*
I was in the train with Mun this morning, and someone stepped on her feet while going out of the train. Mun wasn’t wearing a properly covered shoes, and the person stepped on her feet TWICE. Mun just had to scream rather silently, and being the person that I am, I just had to laugh.
So I told her about my friend who did this quiz on facebook, and the result was that he will be meeting his jodoh for the first time on a public transport, to which he commented (more or less) that he would like his jodoh to start first by stepping on his shoes. (I jokingly warned him to be careful of what he wished for, because the evil me had already planned to step on his shoes the next time I bumped into him on the train, so then his love story will be screwed haha).
Anyway, after what had happened to her, Mun and I decided that considering that people are rushing in the morning, and that there are just so many people going into and out the train, having someone stepping on your feet is simply annoying. Plus, the chance is the person stepping on your shoes is on his/her way out of the train, so there could be no way for you to be promptly smitten by that person, because by then the person would already be gone., right? Unless the train is not so crowded, you two have been eyeing each other, and when both of you get off the same station, he/she accidentally stepped on your shoes. Now, that can be a good coincidence for a romance to start. (I imagine one says, “eh sori, sori, I tak sengaja…” and the other one goes “eh, takpe, takpe, bla bla bla, sape nama?”) heh.
Mun and I went separate ways after that. Mun went to her office, while I went to KL Bar to fill in some forms and then board the train back to my office.
As I went out of the train, somebody stepped on my shoes. It was a guy, because I heard him saying sorry. I was in rush (and shocked), so I didn’t turn my head to see who he was.
When I reached the elevator, I laughed to tears and texted Mun. Wonderful morning.
