inside ermasya

Oh tak pernah tau rasa jet lagged tu bagaimana. Tapi jika ia melibatkan tiduuuuur yaaaaaaaaang sangaaaaaaaaat panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang dan mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai macaaaaaaaaaaaam apeeeeeeeeee je, maka sama lah dengan perasaan lepas naik bas tadi…

But my bus-lagged (tragedy?) saga is a pre and post effect thing. I must have been absent minded right from the moment I woke up today. Or is it the case for the entire week? Or my entire life???

Ade je benda tertinggal dan terlupa. And some small mistakes cost me quite a lot! (Oke exaggerating, tapi menyesal menyesal jugak la ni… Takpe! There are wisdoms for all the unforeseeable things I have done! I just dont know it just yet)

Have a mixed feelings about this week. The next two days will be spent in another state hehe. Kampung here I come!

i can’t tell if it was me you were talking about. and i don’t want to dwell anything from the past anymore. i learned it the hard way that we cannot put a blind hope from things happened in the past… and since your life does not revolve around me alone, i wish you can drop that subject. yes, i may have not made things clear to you, but don’t you think it’s better that way? (my point of replying to you was to rekindle things between us. if you still want to misunderstand my intention, there is little that i can do. not that i will be seeing you around anymore. how do you want me to put it so you know that i mean well?)

my dear friend told me, some things are better left unsaid. but i seriously in doubt now. tak bagitahu, tak tahu. bila bagitahu, dah salah faham pulak.

i think you are in a more difficult situation than i am now. for that i am sorry.. if i didn’t tell things to you, that is because i see no point in doing that. mungkin sebenarnya salah buat macam tu, tapi sekarang kalau nak pusing balik masa pun tak boleh. i know we can’t forget things easily, but i hope you can at least, please drop it.