inside ermasya

I was asking for my master’s approval for my application for after-raya leave, in which I wrote “your approval is highly sought.”

To which he replied:

“Why is it highly sought as opposed to lowly or any other means?”

I think I have to start menjampi now.

A lot of work pending, siblings who are threatening to leave me in KL as they will start their holiday one day earlier than me, and this.

Ya Allah, kuatkan la semangat hambamu yang seorang ini…

Bolot-bolot masuk mulut,

Skarang sudah sakit perut.

Sekian, terima kasih.

For the first time after almost two months I have been here, I saw she laughed. And.she.is.so.freaking.cantik. For a second, I couldn’t believe that she was laughing. For the next two seconds, I was mesmerized.

Hence this entry.

Miss, I know that you know you are beautiful, but I don’t think you know that you are super beautiful when you loosen up just like you did just now. Or else you would have at least not frowned that much.

Looking forward to meeting my niece tomorrow!

*iklan*

Been busy?

That’s a plus point for you. For now, at least.

It’s just that, “Ooo…. Ok…. Good..” is not exactly a repliable message, no?

*habis iklan*

I was in the train with Mun this morning, and someone stepped on her feet while going out of the train. Mun wasn’t wearing a properly covered shoes, and the person stepped on her feet TWICE. Mun just had to scream rather silently, and being the person that I am, I just had to laugh.

So I told her about my friend who did this quiz on facebook, and the result was that he will be meeting his jodoh for the first time on a public transport, to which he commented (more or less) that he would like his jodoh to start first by stepping on his shoes. (I jokingly warned him to be careful of what he wished for, because the evil me had already planned to step on his shoes the next time I bumped into him on the train, so then his love story will be screwed haha).

Anyway, after what had happened to her, Mun and I decided that considering that people are rushing in the morning, and that there are just so many people going into and out the train,  having someone stepping on your feet is simply annoying. Plus, the chance is the person stepping on your shoes is on his/her way out of the train, so there could be no way for you to be promptly smitten by that person, because by then the person would already be gone., right? Unless the train is not so crowded, you two have been eyeing each other, and when both of you get off the same station, he/she accidentally stepped on your shoes. Now, that can be a good coincidence for a romance to start. (I imagine one says, “eh sori, sori, I tak sengaja…” and the other one goes “eh, takpe, takpe, bla bla bla, sape nama?”) heh.

Mun and I went separate ways after that. Mun went to her office, while I went to KL Bar to fill in some forms and then board the train back to my office.

As I went out of the train, somebody stepped on my shoes. It was a guy, because I heard him saying sorry. I was in rush (and shocked), so I didn’t turn my head to see who he was.

When I reached the elevator, I laughed to tears and texted Mun. Wonderful morning.

A and B are friends. A likes B, and has for so long trying to make B realize that A actually likes B. When A texts B, A hopes that somewhere along the sms lines, B would understand that A actually likes B. B’s replies are so-so, so A wonders, is A being very subtle that B doesn’t see it, or is B simply not interested in A?

A (dumbly) guesses that it’s the former.

Now, A and C are also friends. A (vainly) thinks C likes A, and A has for (not) so long trying to make C realize that A actually doesn’t like C. A’s replies to C’s texts are so-so, and A wonders, is A being very subtle or that C just simply doesn’t get it?

A (vainly) guesses that it’s the latter.

A thought of being more apparent in revealing A’s feelings towards B, and (dumbly) thought that well, maybe B doesn’t realize it just yet. But now that A is in C’s position, A can clearly see the real picture. That things are already so obvious as it is. That when A is trying so hard to avoid C (while at the same time being subtle as not to hurt C), that is exactly what B is doing to A too.

The greatest pity in this tale is of course for C. But we may never know more about that.

Maybe A should wait for B’s facebook eh, version of story? Because A (again, dumbly and vainly) thinks that A should.

p.s.: maaf, imaginasi dan idea nak menulis datang mencurah2 hanya bila ditimbuni kerja yang melambak. =)

Dengan tak sengajanye telah terprint a 400pages document. 400 page!! Terus rasa nak muntah, muka dah biru ketakutan dan badan menjadi seram sejuk selama sepuluh minit.

Terketar2 pegi printing machine dengan harapan orang tatau bahawa ada orang telah menghabeskan kertas dan dakwat printer dengan jayanya, only at one go. Bila dah kondifen takde orang perasan, baru rasa darah kat muka.

Heh, environmentalist gapo dio camni.

Random thought: After several SMSes, my friend said I made her day.

What she didn’t know was this; by saying that, she has just made my entire week.

Hari ini saya main api.

Hari ini juga saya terbakar.

Padan muka saya.

Oh tak pernah tau rasa jet lagged tu bagaimana. Tapi jika ia melibatkan tiduuuuur yaaaaaaaaang sangaaaaaaaaat panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang dan mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai macaaaaaaaaaaaam apeeeeeeeeee je, maka sama lah dengan perasaan lepas naik bas tadi…

But my bus-lagged (tragedy?) saga is a pre and post effect thing. I must have been absent minded right from the moment I woke up today. Or is it the case for the entire week? Or my entire life???

Ade je benda tertinggal dan terlupa. And some small mistakes cost me quite a lot! (Oke exaggerating, tapi menyesal menyesal jugak la ni… Takpe! There are wisdoms for all the unforeseeable things I have done! I just dont know it just yet)

Have a mixed feelings about this week. The next two days will be spent in another state hehe. Kampung here I come!

i can’t tell if it was me you were talking about. and i don’t want to dwell anything from the past anymore. i learned it the hard way that we cannot put a blind hope from things happened in the past… and since your life does not revolve around me alone, i wish you can drop that subject. yes, i may have not made things clear to you, but don’t you think it’s better that way? (my point of replying to you was to rekindle things between us. if you still want to misunderstand my intention, there is little that i can do. not that i will be seeing you around anymore. how do you want me to put it so you know that i mean well?)

my dear friend told me, some things are better left unsaid. but i seriously in doubt now. tak bagitahu, tak tahu. bila bagitahu, dah salah faham pulak.

i think you are in a more difficult situation than i am now. for that i am sorry.. if i didn’t tell things to you, that is because i see no point in doing that. mungkin sebenarnya salah buat macam tu, tapi sekarang kalau nak pusing balik masa pun tak boleh. i know we can’t forget things easily, but i hope you can at least, please drop it.